3 days ago
I’m Trying to Build a Future Without Leaving My Home
Trying to build a future in my profession without leaving the city and the people I call home.
Nataniellis
@nataniellis
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I lost my remote job, and my current speciality could pay better only if I move to another city, which I keep trying to convince myself to do, but I cannot. I do not want to. I once already lost my city, and I created a whole new life in my current city just to be stable. It was the whole plan — you grow, do what you like, make it your profession, and become a pro in it. But the world changes faster than I can adapt, and with my previous traumas, I need stability around me, while I still want to become a pro someday. In my current home, the same work pays twice as little. Help me be stubborn enough to stay in the same profession, with the same friend group, in the same city. I have BPD. I wish to be stable, and I will try. That money will go to mental therapy, physical therapy, and psychotherapy.